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Thursday, November 29, 2007

Feeling quite down now. Missed the lessons today. As well as the project meeting for FOM. I just feel very lost suddenly. Went to chalet yesterday as it was dear's birthday then stayed there. Today morning suppose to go to school with Jolie, meet her at Bedok. Feel so frustrated. I took mc from the Chinese physician. And I feel really sorry towards my group members, if you guys happen to read this, no matter which group, FOM or CRS.



FOM: Sorry today supposed to meet after school for the project, and I'm sure it was supposed to be a productive one, not just meet for a while that type... But end up didn't go school...


CRS: Sorry I couldn't send that powerpoint sooner, as the chalet didn't had any internet connection...

In all, its just today absent from school and no internet connection caused such a mess... Maybe its just a small thing, but to me, I feel very disappointed. Feel so much like crying, but I know thats not sensible and not good for my poor eyes. Been torturing my poor eyes for at least 2 weeks now.


Currently, theres a few things to be done:
1) Catch up with the lecture notes during the weekends
2) Clear the stuff needed for next thursday's bazaar and order the test tubes get all the preparation
3) A few projects due: CRS, ITAB, and CD.

Starting tuition next week too... Even though its just 4 hours in one week but its still time. I should take care of myself more, like what Yang Ling said...


Sometimes, I feel humans are just so superficial and fake. From what I can see from Dear's chalet yesterday, but yet some are really very genuine people whom I feel very touched to have there... No one really understands anything but I'm quite used to it... And really thankful to Jolie and Pan Ying for a lot of their help, especially Jo for helping me with the lecture notes and stuff, glad to have them in my life.



p.s. just some ramblings and pouring out of how i feel, and I'm not blaming anyone or anything but myself.