Went to 推 脚 yesterday... The doctor was out when I reached. The whole clinic was basically empty except for me and the receptionist. Then I started emo-ing for no reason = x I was thinking about the times Dear accompanied me to 推 脚 in the past. I remember in the past when the needle went into my skin and flesh, Dear was there to hold my hand and ask me not to be afraid, but he hasn't been going to the clinic with me for quite a long while. I remember in the past I was such a cry baby, cry when the needle went into my skin and flesh. But now, I guess I got to be brave on my own, cannot always depend on people to be there with me, including my parents, because everyone has their own things to do ( : Then my eyes was like filled with tears, not crying but just filled with tears. EMO-ING MA. LOL. When the doctor came back, she asked me why my mood not good, is it because I quarrelled with Dear. I replied, no, just feeling sick, which is true, the stupid sorethroat has been bugging me for days. But I'm really thankful I have my Dad with me always, he's always there to bring me to the clinic, although he didn't sit beside me and hold my hand. Even when Dear wasn't free to accompany me, he has been always there to bring me to the doctor. He has spent a lot of money on my leg. Each session $40. Now already 25 sessions. I really hope my leg gets well soon. Doctor says a few more sessions will do. Is she lying again ?
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