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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Sometimes, I feel very discouraged by things happening around me and I ask myself is what I am doing is worth it. In my many areas of life - for my students, for both of you, for my leg, whatever it might be, be it a small or big matter.



And I tell myself, no matter what is happening now, I will and can get through it. I tell myself if I can go through what I went through in the last few months of secondary school, if I can go through what I went through what happened during Primary 5, why can't I take all these ? ( =



I'm not a very strong person, but neither am I a weak person.



I want to be a teacher, thats what I want to be ( = This is something that has been pushing me and giving me a lot of encouragement. I really enjoy teaching. And love teaching. Even though it might take up a certain amount of time, time with my poly classmates, maybe I can't go for that birthday celebration or outing, and I might not belong to the big clique in my class, but its worth it. Maybe it might take up some of the precious moments I could have spend with my family, Laopo or dear xiong. But I believe they will understand me ( : These haven't been easy to cope with, waking up early in the morning, going to tuition, then doing tutorials, projects. Especially when its exams corner for my darling girls because I am someone who cannot function well without 8 hours of sleep. But I don't mind, when I see improvements in their marks, when I see them, I feel happy ( = they are adorable kids.



I miss Laopo a lot. Have been wanting to meet her, but time just don't seem to allow. Its either shes at work or I'm at school or tuition. I must meet her this week ! These few days, we have been messaging each other, having a heart-to-heart talk... She made me realise a lot of things. I just simply love her. Hope saturday will be able to stay overnight at her place ( =



My leg - It has been so long, I really wish for it to recover. I don't like not doing what I like to do. I love to run and swim. But I haven't ran for don't know how many months ? And I miss those swimming sessions with Laopo terribly. Sighs.

I am someone who feels strongly towards some matters, because I just simply cannot tolerate it perhaps. For instance, time wasting, indecisive actions, independence of ownself... But sometimes, I commit the same mistake. After all, I'm human, human err.



Different people have different perceptions of me, my darlings from JC think I'm Ah Siao, thats the nickname they had given me ( = will always remember those beautiful times I have spent with them, some view me as introverted and quiet, but all that doesn't matter. I am me. I just like to do what I like, without any regrets. I hate to have regrets.



Haha. I think I shall end here. ( =

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