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Thursday, June 14, 2007

I feel so drained out. Just came back from the hospital.



Was preparing to go out and tutor hui when my sister fell flat on the floor. It was a scary loud thud on the floor. Then she didn't want to get up. She just laid on the floor like that. After very long, then me and my Aunty bring her to the doctor. But we were at the void deck when she said she wasn't feeling very well and she didn't want to carry on walking to the clinic anymore. And she just laid on the void deck. Then she claimed she was having difficulty in breathing. Aunty called for an ambulance. It was so scary. Only one of us could be in the ambulance. So I went with her. It was so scary. I felt so helpless then. Its like looking at my own sister lying down there and there was nothing I could do to help. In the ambulance, I also didn't know what was happening, what is gonna happen later. Haiz. I wanted to cry lol. Tears keep coming into my eyes. But I told myself don't be scared. And cannot be a crybaby. Upon reaching the hospital, I was still very afraid and lost. Like must register for my sister all that. Then the doctor gave her a check up and said she have to stay for observation in case of any head, neck, or spine injuries which will only show after a period of time. Haiz. Then I accompanied my mum to eat while sister went for scannings. It was only after the scan then we went to the ward to look for her. Then saw her looking like normal, then felt better. lol. I can't believe it. Everything happened like that. Then she was alright again. Human body is so weird. Hope the results of the scan and everything will turn out good. Thank you xiong for coming down. Sorry for the inconvenience caused.



Phew. I never want that feeling to come back again. I went to A&E before. But not in an ambulance. Somehow it brings the memories of me going to the A&E. And I remember the two persons other than my parents who were very worried bout me was Laopo and Ah Fa. Laopo was crying and crying. Ah Fa wanted to come down but my parents were there. Sighs. Makes me feel quite sad bout something. But its all in the past now, shan't let this affect the present.



Ran with my cousin in the morning, played badminton and skipped. Now my body feels very tired. But going swimming with Laopo tomorrow morning. I'm starting to love exercising. Somehow, I feel quite weird and empty now. Thinking of too many things. Scary. My body needs rest. Bye blog.