Something is missing... I don't laugh like how I do last time. All of a sudden I realize, laughter is absent from my life. I used to laugh a lot. I do laugh now, but in another way. Its just different.
Now I just think I'm boring, ugly and stupid. Why do I feel this way ? I miss being beautiful. I miss my pretty dresses. I wonder if I have enough to get a new dress this month. I haven't done any shopping in a long long time...
Now I just think I'm boring, ugly and stupid. Why do I feel this way ? I miss being beautiful. I miss my pretty dresses. I wonder if I have enough to get a new dress this month. I haven't done any shopping in a long long time...

I miss my french manicure... I miss my sweet sweet smile...
