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Sunday, June 25, 2006

I have been sick again. For the past week. I don't know why for this year, when I fall sick, everything comes in a package and I take very long to recover. It wasn't like that. Flu and cough for me in the past usually come for only a few days. But now it comes for one or 2 weeks. I used to like being sick because I get to skip school ^^

But now I'm really afraid of being sick. The feeling of being sick is just so terrible. Everytime I'm sick, I have terrible headaches, the pain can't be described. Especially when I fever. Had fever on and off for the first few days of the week. When I had headache, my mind just felt like it was gonna burst and I just felt like pulling all my hair out. Whats worse is everytime I'm sick really sick nobody is beside me... The feeling is just so helpless... Actually my laopo was here to visit me one night, and Ah fa was here several times too.

Sometimes the pain so unbearable I just don't feel like getting out of the bed to take my medicine. I hardly eat the whole day, I still can remember. I tried eating but only one part of the bread went into my mouth thats all. Everything I see I wanna eat but I just don't have the appetite. And I didn't feel anything gastric pain at all. I wondered how I survived those days. I didn't know human can survive on so many days without food... Well which led to me losing 3 to 4 kgs... Which is a good thing since I'm so fat. I never want to fall sick again.

A few times I broke down in front of my friend and cried and cried telling my friend that its so pain so pain. Asking my friend why I'm sick for so long, asking my friend why its so pain, asking is the heaven punishing me for being a bad girl. I can still remember...

The feeling is just so terrible that I never want to try it again... I never want to fall sick again. ) = I'm scared. Makes me feel so vunerable. Sighs...

I'm so happy now I am well enough to get off my bed. I remember I wasn't even well enough to get off my bed the first few days, felt so dizzy... And nobody home to take care of me ) =

Alright enough of my "falling sick" episode. Just hope that I don't fall sick again, otherwise it will be another week of resting at home and another visiting the doctor 3 times. =.=

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