I hate coming back home.
Thats why I choose to work everyday although I hate that place. Alright, maybe not hate. But I just feel sad there. I'm not myself... I can't seem to find myself... I'm just so lost lost lost. If I'm not working, I choose to stay out or go out with Laopo or hang out with Ah Fa.
I just wonder what life is all about ? Why do people study study and study and work and work and work ? For their survival ? Sighs. I rather just die together with the one I love. But no one will wanna die with me, so maybe I'll just go alone ^^ LOLS~* not funny.
Sometimes I wish to just sit by the river at Raffles alone, the whole night... How nice it will be.
Maybe I shouldn't keep holding on to things that can't be worked out. Maybe I should just give other people a chance. I should just cherish whats around me instead of looking at whats lost. Alright thats enough. Maybe even if I disappear from this surface of earth or go somewhere else for a few days, no one will know.
I wanna lose weight !!! I'm too fat and ugly. Hahas~* That'll help me to save money too...
I miss the old me. Circumstances force people to change drastically...
Money money where are you ? I need money. Let me think of more ways to make money...........................................
