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Saturday, May 27, 2006

I realise the world outside is so dangerous... Especially the workplace, you don't know who's stabbing you behind in the back... Sighs... Work politics, I hate them. Sometimes, I wonder why I get caught in the middle, is it because I try my best to be a good friend, at the same time be a good part timer ? Don't know why, but when I look at the people in Sakae, I just look at them with pityness(is there such a word?). What will come to my mind is, all of them have their own parents who loves them so much but yet when they come to work, they have to see other people's faces, have to be criticised by them, be gossiped bout behind their back. I realise I don't know who can be trusted in Sakae. I see so many cases of this person being so good with someone on the surface but yet when this person is not around, that someone say things bout this person. But that someone don't mean it, in the workplace, theres just "indirectly stabbing", whether you want it or not.

I'm so tired. Tired of working full everyday, sometimes I wonder why I'm so soft hearted. Even when I put that day as off, when May opens her mouth and ask if I can work, I will agree to a half day, then to a full day. For the past 3 nights, I have been the runner =.= I feel so confused.

The only times when I feel safe are when I'm with Laopo, Ah fa and my family... I can just let my hair down, and show whatever I want... They are the ones who understand me best, the ones who will make effort to show care for me, Laopo messages me to tell me whats she doing so automatically, love her so much... But I work so much so much that sometimes I don't have time for her. Ah fa makes effort too, my daddy cooks green bean soup, barley for me to drink when I come back from home, Mummy cooks lunch sometimes for me to bring to work. Thats why you see even though I'm working almost everyday, I'm gaining weight... ) =

Sometimes I'm just putting up a pretence, to entertain the people around me...

I'm starting work at 1130 tomorrow, which means I have to wake up at 10. And tomorrow having half an hour break only... ) = Sighs...

I find that towards Quan, my feelings for him are slowly fading... Do I call that fading ? I don't know but I feel neutral towards him, very neutral.

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