Thinking bout loads of things. Maybe working full everyday is not a bad thing afterall, with handphone bills to pay, daily stuff to buy and such. Actually, I'm semi independent, if theres such a word, I'm not taking any money from my parents. The only thing I'm depending on them is I'm living in their house.
Maybe I shall live somewhere else. I feel so tired. But it feels good to be able to depend on someone at the end of the day. Someone who will be there for me, know how I'm feeling and everything. But when I reach home and sit in front of the computer, listen to songs, I think of some sad things again. But I tell myself, to cherish the present and stop thinking bout the past. Know the song Wo Zhi Xiang Yao ? Theres this sentence that goes, wo bu zai xiang xin ni, que you man man xiang qi ni...
He says I'm so troubled by all the things happening around me or to me, but he doesn't know where the sadness lies. I used to have problems too, but that didn't take away the cheerful me, that didn't take away Weiluan, I wonder... Where is she ? But I'm really thankful now I have my wife and you who is always there for me le. Sighs... Shan't think bout sad stuff ^^ I just simply love Cyndi's songs...
