Sometimes, I really don't know what I'm doing. What I'm doing to me, to my life and to the people around me.
I just find myself so lost.
People say I'm a cheerful and sociable girl. But I don't think so. I find myself being hard to link to another person, to find myself shutting myself from loads of things. Find myself hard to trust people... *shrugs* Don't feel like blogging suddenly already...
Feels like I'm always doing and saying things or not doing and not saying anything that hurt people around me. I think I'm a sadist ^^
At this point of time, I wish Quan is with me... I've always look upon him, his words as a guide... Alrights... Gotta go, having outlet meeting at 1030...
