Feng LOLS~* Listening to it now. And eating lemon biscuits. Today start working at 4... So slack a bit... Hahas~* = xx

Love the rainy day today. Gives me this serene feeling when thinking bout things. I saw one of my contact in msn's personal message. Quite nice. Quite sweet. And also quite sad. LOLS~* Not very sad ba. I don't allow myself to be sad after a certain time. LOLS~* Don't wanna be sad. I'm a smart girl, choosing a happier way to lead my life... Thats how I am. Fa says I'm a brave brave girl. LOLS~* Says his mei mei also 17 but so different from me. LOLS~* Then I told him I grew up in the city, in this harsh world, your sister grew up in Malaysia... Of course its different... The pace is slower blahs. Lalala. Had 12 h0urs of sleep yesterday. I admit I'm a pig (^(oo)^) LOLS~* I love sleeping on rainy days...

I was thinking. If love comes out of someone's mouth so easily, then the word is like so meaningless, right ? If every girl or guy you meet and have a special feeling towards them, you use the word love, then I pity your wife or husband because that word isn't special anymore. LOLS~* Me, it only came outta my mouth to a person in this life time. Hmms. I messaged Quan and asked him a question. "Now that you have a 2nd girlfriend, do you think what we had was considered love ?" As usual, I'm very curious bout how humans think and handles things... Thats why I always ask questions LOLS~* And he gave me a very surprising answer. LOLS~* But I know I'm definitely over him ( : Unless we meet again and somehow clicked again. LOLS~* But I think its very not possible too. So hes a chapter closed. Hees~* One of my very beautiful memories... One of my longest chapter in my life. Hees~*

Anyways. New year is coming )) : I'm still thinking of what to do to my hair... Perm is out. Rebond ?? But need to take loads of days off. Dyeing... Don't like to dye. Or should I leave my hair the way it is. Ahhhhh. Someone tell me what to do =.= Suggestions please ??

LOLS~* Mummy's birthday coming too... LOLS~* My daddy mummy so teng me ^^ Love them so much. LOLS~* The kitchen people ask me to grow up LOLS~* Say I so xiao hai zi when talking bout my parents... But thats how I am. No matter how mature my thoughts and thinkings are. No matter how old I might be. I'm still their child... I'll still be so xiao hai zi when mentioning them because they are my mummy and daddy. My daddy who brings the umbrella and wait for me at the MRT station when its raining heavily. My mummy who cooks home made food for me to bring to work. Heees~* I want to hug hug them = xxx

k0r "c0mp0sed" a p0em again f0r me yesterday. LOLS~* Quite sweet... Just like the other few ones he c0mp0sed f0r me. k0r's always a sweet pers0n.

-n0nsensical me-