If y0u can think 0f letting g0, maybe it isn't real at all. Maybe right fr0m the start I knew it.

Feeling damn sian b0ut everything.

Recently, my mem0ries seems t0 be disappearing and I d0n't seem t0 feel much b0ut anything and can't remember anything. Something's wr0ng with me. Hahas~* Everything's fading... Like its s0 empty and I d0n't have any past. *shrugs*

I'm giving me until the end 0f december. Maybe theres just a twinge of unwillingness t0 let g0.

I'm practical by nature. Maybe t0o practical. Which is n0t g0od.

I think my reader will be damn c0nfused b0ut whatever I'm bl0gging. LOLS~* Coz got s0 many things 0n my mind I mix all 0f them up.

Hmms... Still got a whole chunk of speech wanna tell s0meone... Now I understand why.

Sometimes mem0ries c0me back to haunt me. Thats why I d0n't wanna have anything to d0 with the pe0ple inv0lved. Less c0ntact better. Maybe I'm an escapist. Sometimes I really don't understand myself... Hees~* = D Maybe because I realised long ago that everything is transient...

I'm a b0ring girl = D Too boring f0r words. Everyday w0rking only LOLS~* Today very clumsy... Tripped over steps and fell now. My left leg is working up again. *sighs* Very tired... Physically, emotionally, spiritually... Wish I can lie on my bed and sleep all day. Wish only... But I won't do that. I rather work...

Today met Laopo for a while while... During my break... Hmms... Must thank Ah fa always buy rice for me still give me scold... Hahas~* = xx Hes like the most polite person I ever see. Not his fault also apologize that kinda. -_-: So cute hahas~* Today Candy told me I look like her sister's daughter, even my actions also... LOLS~* She like damn nice lars. But heard from others she very scary one. But today she like quite nice lehs. She smile to me like very friendly like that. Then ask Andy help me to scoop the stupid macha ice cream. Hahas~* Poor Andy = xx Maybe looking like her sister's daughter helped me LOLS~*

Tomorrow working WM full again... Sian... Hahas~*

Xuan Jie asked me out f0r a m0vie next week. Hahs. Hes 2 years my senior in Zhong hua... Hmms... Alex's friend. LOLS~* Used to have a crush on Alex. LOLS~* Should I go ? Maybe I should let myself relax a bit...

No matter h0w tired I am, y0u still occupy my mind. Even if its just the back of my mind. Maybe Jc's right... Working doesn't chase you away at the end of the day.

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