I went to sleep at like around 9+ the day before my birthday. And woke up at around one... Checked my handphone. Saw some birthday wishes from my friends. I love the one Laopo sent me especially. Hmms... She so thoughtful... Stay up until 12 to send me when she has work tomorrow... Her message made me smile like this --> = D Love her love her. Muacks. Thanks to Jia Cheng too. Hees~* He's also another one who has the heart to send me the birthday wish at 12... Was kinda surprised to see a message from him ( :

Then I went back to sleep, actually is trying to get some sleep. I couldn't. Many things ran through my mind... Food was one of them. I was feeling hungry ! To make it worse, I was thinking of Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao's La mian... ) : I was like salivating ! Then after several hours, I fell asleep. Woke up at 6.30. Went and took some biscuits and a cup of milo. Bathed. And I applied some make-up. Then went to school to take my English paper 1 & 2. Hmms... Brought my last Rocher there. Wanted to give it to Eric. But during the break, I was too hungry and I didn't know how to pass it to him to wish him Good Luck, when hes treating me like a stranger LOLS~* Very weird ma... Then I just pop it into my mouth... Hahas~* *Poof* Its gone. Yummy ! Paper one, I wrote bout marriage, typical me. Hees~* Paper 2 was alright... Hmms. Then... Actually wanna take bus to Sun Plaza, because lazy to walk and the sun is sorching hot. But then the few guys I knew(also private candidates), said they going to Sun Plaza too then ask me walk there, don't be lazy. LOLS~* So, I ended up walking there. -_-: So hot. Hehes~* Then went to sit with them a while in Macs because for Ss paper they accompanied me for lunch, before taking off to Bel's house.

I think I was supposed to get a surprise when I got there. But there was no surprise for me. LOLS~* I clever ma. Where got people press doorbell when they have keys and ask me see who's there ? And before that still ask me so many questions. Hahas~* = P As expected, Candy, my shepherd was there. Hahas~* = P Then they started cooking for me as I was like totally famished ! I tried to help but I burnt my fingers instead. Then Bels applied some toothpaste for me, now my fingers function normally. LOLS~* Hmms... Then I stayed out of the kitchen. HA-HA. Had vermicilli, hot dogs, fishballs, xiao bai cai, cai xin and sausages... All my favourite !! Hees~* Had a drink which contained 5% alcohol... Tasted bitter. Was like so full... Then like a pig... I mean like pigs, me and Candy went to lie down on the bed... I fell asleep. LOLS~* Really pigs... Wahahas~* Then when I woke up, they had 3 small lil cakes with a candle. The candle will relight everytime I blow it. I'm clever ! I saw these kinda candles before, don't try to trick me = P Then we took photos. LOLS~* And then Candy went home le... I stayed there for a lil longer... Bels sent Candy down... Hmms... I made some calls during that period of time. And I don't know why and how it provoked my tears. Then feeling a bit low... Night de movie also don't feel like going... When I cry, my eyes turn swollen. Hmms. Then mum called and scold me... Because I promised her I'll be back home early. She cooked for me. But I just felt like having a lil peace and quietness...

Sorry Mummy...

I threw tantrums. LOLS~* I think Bels first time see me cry and throw tantrums... Hahas~* -shrugs- But after a while, I was okay le. Hmms... Then Bels parents came home. Aunty was nice, offered me egg tarts and yakult drink... Hees~* But I was too full. And she gave me a pink water bottle. Quite cute... = D Then they thought I joining for dinner. LOLS~* But I had to go home. They sent me to Braddell. And I reached home around 8. Hmms... My mummy, as usual, cooked vermicilli, fishballs, tofu, 2 eggs and a big chicken drumstick for me !! But I was like too full... So I ate the vermicilli and fishballs only... Ate the chicken and eggs(without the egg yolk of course !) today. Hmms... Then surprisingly Eric came over with my gift. Thanks for making the trip down... Its cute. But looks like the one you gave me before. Only wearing different shirt. Hees~*

Then later on cut cake... ( : Very happy. First time cut cake no need wait for anyone... Happy happy happy ! = D Hees~* Then after that I went to bathed... Coz in the end still going for movie. But, somehow the movie time slot disappeared, according to Ric... So not going anymore. Then he came and we went walk walk. We saw a couple in the park. Like acting in movie... Hees~* So funny... I was very tired. LOLS~* After crying always like that. Then we just walked and walked. I think I love walking a lot. LOLS~* He gave me this pillow with pooh, piglet and tigger on it. And this pyjamas I love a lot. My favourite colour and got my laogong on it... Then walk walk walk and home. LOLS~* Chatted with Laopo a bit... Meeting her on Saturday... Hmms... Phew.

She made me realise something. But I don't know if its true. And I hope it isn't. Once again, its my Laopo who understands me best... -_-: She asked me if I was angry. And I retorted with a yes so loud. And she reminded me of Yufan, when she asked me the same question. I just gave her, "It doesn't concern me" but that might not mean shes necessary right. But it doesn't matter. Maybe I have changed. I must reflect on myself, seriously. But not now. Laopo, miss u !

Hmms... I had a happy birthday this year, despite crying. I never thought I will cry. But its alright ( :

Thank you Da Jie and Daddy for making the effort to come back early and Mummy for the vermicilli. = D

Thank y0u la0p0 f0r the message. I l0ve it. Hees~* L0oking forward to meet u on Saturday...

Lala and Jing too !

Thank you Bels bear and Candy shepherd for the cookout ! And Bels bear f0r the strawberry truffle.

Thank y0u Eric f0r the cute p0oh, m0st imp0rtantly making the trip d0wn...

Thanks t0 Ric f0r the lovely pyjamas and pill0w !

Thanks again people f0r y0ur wishes and testimonials... I'm quite surprised actually... People whom I didn't expect actually remembers my birthday.

I expected Quan to wish me a Happy Birthday. But he didn't until this morning. I wasn't sad... Just thought he mei you xin. = P

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ERNIE !! = D

Hmms...

Saturday they celebrating my birthday with me... And meeting my Laopo... YAY~ !!

I'm so blessed. = D Should focus on the blessings I get than other trivial stuff. Yups... And... Really thank God... Actually today meeting Laopo. Then suddenly she got work today and change off day to Saturday... Because tomorrow I have Math paper 2. Need to study. Was thinking how to study and meet her at the same time. Hmms. And everything worked out in the end. = D And thank God my sister made the effort this year... I love my Daddy & Mummy... Daddy so nice, yesterday never scold me at all... And allowed me to go for late movie but in the end didn't go. And Mummy too. Da Jie too, called and comfort me after Mummy scolded me... = D So touched man... And I love my younger sister all the same ! Hees~*

My birthday wishes:
1. My family to be together and fine. May God bless my family.

2. My 'O' levels.

3. I made this wish. But I forgot what it was.

Oh right... This is gonna be a long post. Because...

Now I'm gonna talk bout this dream I had. Nightmare...
Its bout my Laopo... Hmms. Somehow that night, I got to meet her in my dreams. And I was having a sleepover at her house... She wanted to go visit her mum at the graveyard. We went there. But before we entered, I was getting a lil scared. I have lil guts, in reality and in dreams. LOLS~* And I didn't want to go... Laopo got angry... Then she went first. We had to walk up a few steps. And the steps were in between these 2 bushes which were growing very healthily. Scary. She went first. And I went second. While I was passing through the bushes, many creepy crawlies bit me. Leeches, bees, a lot. And 2 snakes, I remember. One big and one small. Ouch. T_T Very pain. Then my Laopo tried to bring me to clinic or hospital. Tried to get the leech and snake off me. Ouch. Pain. Scary. T_T Hais... I keep having disturbing dreams... Why ?

And hmms. Heres a quiz, one good friend wanted me to d0.

7 Things - invited to do so by Owen

7 things
Seven[7] things that will scare me...
[x] Losing people I love
[x] Having nightmares
[x] Ghost stories or movies - I can don't sleep well for 3 days 3 nights after that, it happened, trust me.
[x] Pain - all kinds of pain, physical, emotional or even mental
[x] Without company of people - being lonely, I love the company of people
[x] Being a vegetable
[x] The feeling of regretting something I have done or not done

Seven[7] things that I like most...
[x] My family
[x] Laopo
[x] Winnie the p0oh
[x] Baby blue
[x] Beautiful star-lit sky
[x] Feeling so loved and blessed
[x] To laugh and have company of my friends

Seven[7] most important things in my room...
[x] Pooh mummy gave for Christmas
[x] Bolster- I need to hug it every night
[x] My earrings and accessories - vain me = D
[x] Winnie the pooh photo frame with Laopo and my neos, family neos and sister's neos.
[x] My comforter - I cover myself with it every night
[x] The smell of my room - Eeee
[x] The bottle of saga seeds

Seven[7] random facts about me...
[x] I can be simple - A yes is a yes, a no is a no
[x] I can be complicated - I think a lot
[x] I cherish ties between me and humans
[x] I love smiling - don't ask me why
[x] I can be very abnormal - thats why people label me as ah siao
[x] I am emotional
[x] But yet I can be very practical

Seven[7] things I can do...
[x] Type
[x] Smile
[x] Remain peaceful even when you just said something or did something I should be angry bout
[x] Make tang yuans
[x] Make muah chee
[x] Make cheesecake
[x] And eat !

Seven[7] things I can't do...
[x] Without the company of my friends and family
[x] Without using the internet
[x] Without laughters in my life
[x] Without my handphone
[x] Without love in my life
[x] Without catching up with my friends
[x] Without sleep LOLS~*

Seven[7] phrases I say the most...
[x] Hahas~* okays...
[x] Hees~* = P
[x] I miss you laopo
[x] Hmms...
[x] Don't know lehs...
[x] Hehes~* okays...
[x] No problem... Sure...

Seven[7] celebrity crush...
[x] Oh no, how am I suppose to answer this ? I don't crush on any celebrity. - GOD
[x] GOD
[x] JESUS
[x] THE LORD
[x] MY FATHER
[x] HEAVENLY FATHER
[x] MY FRIEND

Seven[7] people that I'd love to see them doing this quiz...

[x] Laopo
[x] Ling
[x] Jing
[x] La
[x] Bels
[x] Eric
[x] Ricky
[x] Only 7 ahs ? Give me more spaces... -_-:

Jin: Although we seldom chat and sometimes we do get stuck in the conversations. I hope you understand you are not a loner... We are always there... Maybe its just because we don't know whats happening in each others lives now, thats why we don't know what to talk bout. And maybe we are just busy with our own thingys at that point of time when u message me. I'm always grateful to you for sharing with me the guy and girl's story and helping me with my "gastric" pain. Remember ? = P Looking forward to the end of o's so we can really catch up with each other. Sometimes I keep quiet or don't chat much is because I just don't feel like chatting... Hees~* You know my weird character... Sometimes just like to be quiet... Although everyone says I'm noisy. Only some people get to see my quiet side and please remember you are the priviledged one okays ? Take care, and miss you loads... Hope to chat with u soon = D Even though sometimes u feel like u are alone, but u are not. Just like sometimes I feel I'm alone, but there'll always be people who cares enough to read my blog but don't leave any message down - y0u ; )

Thanks f0r your patience to finish reading all these, my reader = P ARGH !!! I'm scared. Its raining heavily with lightning and thunder... And no one's at home... T_T *sobs* HELP!!