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Sunday, November 13, 2005

Lalala... Went f0r church service as usual t0day... Hmms... Many things were wandering thr0ugh my mind, I wanna talk to Candy b0ut it. Hmms. Then we had this Pastor from Thailand. Hes so cute ! He totally look like a scientist ? And the way he speaks... Comparable to Pastor Jeff... And oh. I miss Pastor Jeff so much ! ) :

After service Ern came and join us for dinner. I had Tom Yum from S11. Brought to Starhub. Miss the Tom Yum soup from S11. LOLS~* And after that... They had a mini celebration f0r me. The cake was so sweet-l0oking. And 0f course tasty = D Thank y0u Candy. Bels gave me this pooh thingy for putting handphone I think and 2 donuts. I w0nder why hes always buying f0od f0r me. ) : Think he wanna bless me m0re. I'm blessed en0ugh recently. LOLS~* He pr0mised he will ch0ose carefully when buying stuff for me to eat the next time r0und. Then received s0me enc0uragements t0o... Hees~* Then after that went Heeren... Ern said he saw a pair 0f earrings, w0ndered if I w0uld like it. Because its star-shaped. First star shaped stuff I received... And wow. Its beautiful. Caleb as usual accompanied me too. I bought a yell0w in c0lour one to0. As usual, I... LOLS~* Yups... Then we went h0me t0gether in the MRT.

When I was ready to get 0ff the train at Sembawang, I saw s0mething that t0tally sh0cked me. Alright, maybe n0t so much. But. Yups. I'm s0 disapp0inted in her. Why must she lie, even t0 me ? To us ? Wonders why I always trust the wr0ng pers0n... Wonder wh0 to trust n0w. -_-: So yeah. I b0oed Caleb t0 another MRT exit. And we g0t d0wn. And then he sent me h0me. He ke lian. See me wanna cry but d0n't cry de expressi0n. HA-HA. Sh0uld I c0nfr0nt her ? Then he t0tally d0n't kn0w what t0 do... Then he acc0mpanied me talk under my v0id deck a while... Thanks Caleb... ( : Thanks Candy, Bels, and als0 Ern, f0r taking the eff0rt t0 come d0wn alth0ugh I kn0w you'll feel quite 0ut 0f place. And really thank y0u.

Candy says I treasure pe0ple a l0t. But s0metimes I w0nder if its s0. Realised these few days, I have been g0ing crazy. Somehow, not being my usual self. I'm quite l0st ar0und here. Been dr0pping tears.

Girl: I d0n't kn0w why y0u d0 this. I accept that y0u've y0ur reas0ns f0r doing so... But. Please kn0w that we are always here. Love ya, girl...

Why can't I chase this sadness away ?

Somehow, my life's kinda messed up n0w. I hope I can clear it all very s0on... I like things to be this or that. Not in the grey area...