Hmms... I'm back ! Hahas~* Let me recall the past few days' events... I forgot what I did on Tuesday, seriously. -_-: Oh no ! Am I getting short term memory... ) :

Wednesday... I had 2 Physics paper I think... Oh yah. I remembered. I think I had A Math paper on Tuesday. Then after that I went and studied at Wormy's house... So kind of him to lend me. LOLS~* I think he knows my character too well... I'm just too lazy. But I didn't do much Physics. Too many things were weighing on my mind and heart... My maid, Eka went home that day. I couldn't send her to the airport because I had the paper at 2. T_T Why ? Hais... She walked me to the school though... I was like gonna cry when I went into the examination hall. LOLS~* Then after paper, I called Wormy and told him I going le... Then the tears just kept falling. On the way to Wormy's house, I saw Calvin. And he asked bout Keng Teng. Hahas~* So cute. Anyways, I didn't do much there. Just a tiny weeny bit. = D Then when I reached home, my mood was low. Went into the room, felt so empty. Then I just started crying, more violently now. It was Wormy who tried to calm me down. I can't believe this lors. Normally when I cry, I don't make noises, just tears slipping down. But I did produce some stupid noise that day. -_-: I think I sounded horrible. Sorry ahs Worm. Hang up le. I tried to sleep. I lie on my bed then started crying again. Whats wrong with me ? Now I sleeping alone in the room le... ) : Maybe its because too many things happened recently... That turned me into a cry baby. Hehes~*

I think I will score a worse grade than last year for Physics. Scored a B3 last year. This is the only subject I don't have confidence for so far. Papers I had so far were fairly okay... Then yesterday after Physics paper I went and do A Math. Hahas~* He saw my goldfish eyes. It was seriously damn swollen. I seriously must thank Wormy. He helped me loads man. I mean even after I reached home, I was doing A Math. At like 1+ he still help me with it... You know, when I was doing A Math, when I was flipping the pages... I did take caution to flip it with less noise, why ? I thought she was still there. Then I realised shes not... ) : Hais. She did message me yesterday but it was nothing much... Anyways. Then I tried sleeping again. After a long time, I finallty went to sleep. This morning had my paper... Until 10. The paper was fairly okay...

Alright... Tomorrow's the worst day of all... 2 Chemistry papers and History paper. T_T I wanna die. But its the last day le ! = D I promised myself... After O levels, I wanna do all the things I have to do. And after that... I will return back to my cheery self...! Haven't cried so much in a long time... Hehes~*

Hmms. One bad point bout me, I like to link everything together... When I thought of Eka leaving, I thought of many others too. Like Fen's mum... Then will feel very sad... Hmms. ( : My bad habit.

I'm having headache ) : Gonna go for a short nap then wake up study history. Later going Wormy's house and do Chemistry = D Thank you Wormy. I needa repay so many people after O's man... Hees~* = D

Have to write many letters too. At least 3. LOLS~* Going back to work next week. And I don't know how I strained my hand... Now its hurting. Oh god. Please let it heal before next week. I need my hands to work !! T_T I wanna depend on myself for money...

Oh yeah. Did I mention ? There are loads of clothes waiting for me to iron ) : And my 2 sisters don't do any housework. T_T The other time she went back to Indonesia. I did the house work. But this time she's not coming back ) : Hope I don't burn my fingers yeah ? -cross fingers- I wonder why I still don't have much appetite...

I promised Bels I will take care of myself. So I must eat, at least something. LOLS~* And Bels promised me................... Bels kor I'm not silly girl. LOLS~* Maybe I am. -_-:

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