I didn't dream of the funeral scene anymore.
Following on the days, I dreamt of Laopo, Quan, Bels, Ricky and Pots. So basically I had disturbed sleep all these days(sleep with dreams = disturbed). Sometimes, 2 dreams in one day.
And surprisingly I can roughly remember what they are about. Weird. Even if I don't remember much, the stirring feeling in my heart, can never be forgotten... Unrest. Even the dreams reflect the reality... How sad.
Yesterday went to Malaysia with my family except my elder sister(again). Plus my maternal Grandma. Went and eat and shopped. ( : So happy I get to spend time with them... My mind filled of... Hahas~* Maybe Mum gonna stop working.
Simple bliss is the most wonderful...
A person who makes me love him is actually a person who loves me more than I love him...
However when mutual trust doesn't exist between us anymore, that means I can't give my heart to him anymore. That's when I don't love him anymore.
Listening to: Bei ban qiu de gu dan.
Bought a CD because of The Myth. The song is nice. Somehow, I'm in the mood for a sad movie = D
Crying out loud in the center of the world...
On Thursday, we went to the crematorium... It was a heartbreaking scene... But I didn't shed a tear. What an achievement, right ? Because if I did, Fen will definitely be more upset... So I beared with it. I didn't realise I'm this good with emotions. Hais. I saw Fen collapsed crying "Mama mama", * Speechless * yet some can be so inhuman.
I realise, after all that has happened, I'm tired of everything. Just wanna be with my family and friends. Nothing is more important than them.
I only find comfort in YOU...
