Yesterday went church service. I change shepherd already. To Candy. Was a little sad... Because have gotten used to Meijuan, confiding in her my deepest secrets. Hahas~* And Candy I don't really know her well. Hmms. But I know GOD's giving me a new environment to adapt to... And I also can see and tell Candy is reaching out to me because I know I hardly open up to others... At least not easily. Thats the problem with me. I can be friendly and all that. But it stops at a limit. You can tell me all your troubles, worries and problems but I'll = x bout mine.
To Meijuan:
Love you love you love you !!! Will miss you so much... Although I don't show it out, I almost burst out crying when you and Shulin told me that )) : Haiss. )' : * Sobs * Will miss you so much, ain't gonna be the same anymore. I still can reminscine the first time I knew you were my shepherd and there was this once we had a cold war due to miscommunications ( : All fond memories... Feel like crying already. I better stop here. Must remember wear that skirt I give you okays ( : I know you are concerned bout me all the time. Hehes~* Although you are always busy with your stuff and projects... But sometimes, I'm just too stubborn to open up although in the end I always do. Will miss you playing this significant role in my life... )' : Really thank you so much for teaching me loads of stuff. For your advices and guidance in my life... Love you love you... <3 <3 <3
Then had dinner with CG as usual. Have been having a huge appetite recently ( : God knows why. Maybe because I'm upset. -shrugs- Yeps. Then met Laopo and Weide. Went to Laopo's house and had a heart-to-heart talk with her until 11 plus. Miss her so much. Haven't seen her in a long while. Hais. I'm so worried bout her. Sometimes I feel like a lioness protecting her cubs. LOLS~* What a weird way to put it...
To Laopo:
Although I always burst your balloons and pull you back to ground, I'm sure you know its for your own benefit. I know this sounds corny. But I'll still say it: Laopo you are rooted to my heart. Love you loads and loads. I hope you don't blame me for not being supportive. I just don't want you hurt again. My precious Laopo ( : <3 you loads and loads. I rather be a bad person and burst all your balloons than seeing you fall into a pit. Whether the pit is bottomless, you'll find out slowly in time. But, guard your heart. But you know if anything happens, I'll be there. Thats what true friends are for, isn't it * smiles *
Hmms. Went and study the whole day with Potato today. Actually not really whole day but almost. Feels good to be doing work. We were stuck with an A Math question. Killed thousands of my brain cells and million of his. Why ? Because I gave up halfway through and went back to my Physics while he continued thinking bout that question. Hehs. Its quite fun studying with him while getting things done at the same time. Because, he make funny funny noises during work. LOLS~* = x
Gonna study tomorrow too. For at least half a day. ( : Yups. But my head's cringing in pain now. -_-:
I'm so mushy...
