This is the third blog I'm having *( : First blog - Glacial waters. Currently still existing... But only those closest to me knows the address as they are about my innermost feelings.
Second blog - The day the laughter died. Stopped blogging long time ago. Unless I think of the past. All posts about Quan after we broke up.
Third blog - Key to my soul.
Have been really stressed recently. About things I don't have to bother about. Sometimes I really don't understand myself. Why do I have to participate in things that doesn't really concern me ? Why do I worry about them ? Can't help it. I love them too much.
To my darling Ling: I had a great time with ya in gym today. Hope you do know that I'll always be there for you, no matter how busy I am with work and studying. Feel free to look me up ( :
To my wife Fen: Haven't seen you in a long time, and I really miss you. ( : Pray that everything will work out for you soon.
To lala dearie: Don't worry too much okays ? ( : Remember to pray. God bless. Have faith.
My heart aches for them. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm a good enough friend to them. Feel so helpless to whatever they are facing now.
To my Daddy(although he won't read it): Don't worry about your lil girl... Daddy I will do you proud. I will.
Recently, have been poor in managing my time. Or perhaps too many things cropping up... Hmms. This job is tiring and making me lose my appetite. Hmms. But I must perservere on. Because its a kind of training for me. I want to and must be able to take on any kind of hard work. Hmms. I miss CG. Been so tired recently.
God, I pray that you'll provide me with the strength and energy. Refresh me. Let me be more sensitive to others' feelings.
